3rd
happiness is all the rage
I’m not sure what’s going on in my life. I am not sure if I’m very very very depressed or very apathtic. or what. I start tour oct 7th with a band I know nothing about. and I’ll be on tour for 3 months. when I’m on tour everything is easier. but this tour will be way different I’ll be on a bus for the first time and it won’t be with Limbeck and I miss my girlfriend and I wish I had a place to live and I miss drinking beer and I really like burrito’s and pizza and I wanna be happy and I want everything to be perfect and there are a million other people just like me. at what point are you just happy forever?????????????i’m hungry I want to go eat something wonderful. I like playing fantasy football, I really like gambling, I’m ready for Love again. I’m gonna put an add on craigslist… no I’m not that would be dumb I need to go back to brooklyn so I can go for a long long long walk, I have to much shit with me and I don’t know how I’m gonna get it back to new york. I wish I made art. I wish I was a little bit taller I wish I was a baller I wish I wish I wsh I I sh shw wghs shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I want to start meditating. it’s just me myself and I can’t spell fuck you. I can spell fuck you what I meant to say was I can’t spell, Fuck you I forgot the comma. spelling, grammer, and punctuation are fucking stupid anyway.
